i loved to move on from 2024 to 2025 with my wonderful bestie holding me. It was a great time, honestly. But the main problem.. Sarah. Kiwi was still friends with her, and soon even started dating. But thank the LORD it didn't last long. I hated the fact Sarah kept guilt tripping kiwi st all. He didn't deserve it. I can't believe I actually liked her (as a friend, never had romantic feelings for her). I was kinda sad when she told me she liked kiwi. at that time, i was extremely protective of him, and I had no idea if I liked him like that or not. And, she apparently took the role as the "mother" for Allen. He never agreed to that, and neither did I. But, I'm so happy Kiwi dropped her.. I was so jealous that point. She was always attention seeking. How the fuck do you get shot 45 times in the head and SURVIVE?? It was insane. But, the 7/15/25 is important to me. very.. dear.. It was the best day of my life. He confessed, we got together.. All that. heh. Proposed on the same day. Best day ever. Through conflicts and promises, he is the loml. ❤

Anyway, sorry for yapping 💔

Peace out gng 🏳‍🌈