Crazy year amirite? A lot of shit happened this year for me and that's pretty fucking bonkers. Big ones being me transistioning, graduating high school, starting a relationship and releasing a game which is honestly the craziest one. I really don't know how to put anything into words cause I don't even know where to begin but fuck it we ball.

- Transistioning -

This was bound to happen lmao. One trait that I have that I believe to be really solid is my ability to analyze shit from a third perspective and take in every possibility and looking back at the fact that younger me always had these habits or little thoughts that even so much as hinted towards transistioning I kind of knew it was bound to happen. Like I took a break from the internet for a bit because my old computer went kaput and then proceeded to get into gundam and transistion at the same time which is fucking bonkers but sure why not. I'm pretty happy with this and I'm already feeling more comfortable in my own skin so I've got no complaints :P

- Catbot's Junified -

This one is a bit of a mixed bag for me. On one hand it feels GOOD to release something and I was quite happy with the game at first and what it was intended to do... And then all of that got spit on back to back for different reasons which led to me to unlist the game for a long period of time. I was gonna wait until I could make a 2.0 update to relist it but fuck it for new years it's back up. Dunno if I'll ever update it because for personal reasons it's kind of left a sour taste in my mouth but fuck it whateversssssssssssssssss.

- Hide of Survive -

Yeah I sort of released a whole other game this year (kinda)
https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1258987162/
This was my game for fnaf swap 8 so while I kind of had help, I did go back over it after the swap to fix it up and add in everything that was missing (Including two whole ass characters SOMEONE removed on the second round leading to them going unused). Go play it, it's neat.

- Relationship -

Personal thing so don't need to go into much detail but my mental status has sky rocketed after I started dating my pookie . Not too big of a fan of online relationships but after showing that he actually could have the means of coming up to visit/live with me I was really sold on it and now I've got the best boyfriend ever and got to spend a whole two weeks with him in late september in person which was really the highlight of my year.

Anyways, here's the part where I thank all the people who I interacted the most with or enjoyed talking with :3c

@bikewithnoseat - You are one very cool individual and I'm very glad we got to become friends this year. I need to start realizing that if I start talking with people enough and they express interest in WANTING to be my friend, then I should lower the barriers I've put around myself because I do not regret becoming friends with you and will be forever grateful for times we've talked or the stuff you've done for me.

@Gamemaster_64 - You're one of the most impressive people I've met in the fnaf scratch community purely from how much you've done for it wether it be the FNaF dev plaza or the Museum and I'm very happy that I'm friends with someone like you. Talking in vcs is always enjoyable and I'm looking forward to any in the future we talk in.

@IceCreamDev - I know you're most likely not gonna see this since I'm pretty sure you rarely use gamejolt but uh erm still gonna say that I find calls with you to be VERY enjoyable. I still look back fondly at when I made you play omori in vcs and getting to watch you fall in love with the game and I'm hoping to repay that some day in the future. Even if they're sparce, I'm very excited for the next time I talk to you!

@_YF - You will be and always will be one of the most radical and chill people I've ever met. Any call you're in instantly becomes more fun and It's crazy to me that I'm friends with you. I know i've said this like a bunch already for other people now but I'm looking forward to when we talk next.

@Nedum - I kid you not but I owe you a lot for the end of this year in terms of my enjoyment of crap. From talking in vc while I was playing through the museum games to FNaF swap 8 and how it lead to me being given a boost of motivation to make a game that I'm actually making a lot of progress on, I wanna say thank you for that. I'll try and participate in future fnaf swaps (and finish them) and I promise sometime in 2026 that we'll play Gmod FNaF hide and seek.

@/kamilago - This one is different from the others. I broke up the @ purely due to some personal things and I don't want to bug her but I still want to get my point across. I have no idea if you'll even see this Kami but I want to let you know that I'm eternally grateful for our friendship while it was a thing. I don't know what I did to upset you or make you cut ties with me but no matter what I hope that you succeed with your ambitions and goals in life. Thank you for everything, it was truly fun.

@Airbot_GamerTV , @tee_jay , @MC_Creeper , @pikachurian , @WilliamJasper , @Mr_Blando , @ilikewomenwithabubblebutt_ , @smelly_rat324 and all other Squad shaqq members who don't have gamejolt @s - I wanna thank all of you guys as well because even if I haven't spoken to as much, I still have a lot to owe to all of you for how I turned out and I took for granted how much I love this silly friend group a lot. I hope to speak with all of you more in one way or another.

@RealAwezomeXD - And lastly, the best thing to come into my life this year. From when we first started bonding over playing Pillar chase 2 together back in Alari's to when on your birthday and SOTM's release we sat in call as I played through the whole game, I never thought we'd end up here but I can't be more grateful for it. I enjoy every moment with you and I hope to be just even half as worth it to you as you are to me. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you again in person in a couple months (Though this is all sorta redundant when I'm just gonna end up telling you this in call tonight but I don't really care)

And that should wrap all of this up. I'm hoping that in 2026 I'm actually able to get more then two games out next year but yeah uhm alright byebye!!!!