A huge break from GAMEJOLT? Probably. And maybe my final goodbye.

7 months ago

Yes i'm not joking.

I feel like i should leave or just take a break from GAMEJOLT due to my mental health and the fact i realize that i'm not good enough to be here. I loved to be here especially to chat with others but ever since what just keeps happening to me and the fact i see others artist being better than me,i feel like i'm straight up useless. Yeah i feel like i'm useless due to this potential i have,this sickness and mental illiness make me think and have horrible thought such has suiciding,hanging, cutting. I hate to say those things because it regards only me,but i felt this sudden urge to be free and to say the truth.

When i see my friends compared to my style i just feel like i should just fuck off gamejolt and dig a grave to myself. Yes i know, i shoudn't compare myself,but the fact i constantly see art while I'm struggling is just too much to bear.

Mental illiness?

Yes i am mental ill, I have a dangerous depression stage that had me being watched For straight up a year. Mental hospital,self harm, traumatism, parent issue. those things made me a rapper,a artist but sadly, someone with short tempers and more.

I'm in the verge of crying, simply because gamejolt is my therapy,for the friend i am,or was.

Thanks to the people i met

@MorsStudios