I know I say this a lot but I always feel stressed out and anxious most of the time but i always feel so over my head over most things and i always feel ignored and you know why but I just feel like I’m not wanted like I know i always try to speak up but sometimes i just feel annoying and insufferable sometimes but I know I want to wait my turn to speak but I never get my chance to i feel ignored alot so I really try to keeep my space and distance if they don’t want me here but i just want to just speak up talk about random things but it’s too difficult for me to deal with all this nonsense I have in my head and especially what happened yesterday I know I want to try and move on from this but it’s far too hard for me to cope with the stress I’m dealing with (nobody would care about this) I feel abandoned,
Tossed aside left al but sometimes it isn’t a bad thing but a bit of company is nice though you know make friends and keeping the friendship is difficult to say the least but unfortunately I don’t r get friends not as much (I FEEL LIKE A MISTAKE TO SOCIETY) sometimes i really wished i could have A break from the stress I’ve been given and i should probably take a well deserved break I don’t know when I will but it will probably happen this won’t effect development for ST3 or ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? I w somehow work on it behind scenes
Anyway with a further ado this is the end of my little vent
Thanks for sticking around with me this doesn’t mean I’m leaving gamejolt or Discord or begone from the internet entirely I’ll still be around anyways bye
-Zeo 2025
(AGAIN IM NOT LEAVING THE INTERNET)
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