i feel like the only purpouse/ goal i set in my life wich is to be open to anyone to try to help them no matter where i might be. i feel like i just fucking suck at it and feel like in my own goals i failed and i'm deeply dissapointed at myself and i feel like most of the people i call "friends" aren't really friends other than a small precent and it is just making me feel like shit and already failed myself/life before it really stared