Hello y'all. I know I've been gone for a long time ever since I've stopped posting a lot as I used to, but... This time I'm here to talk about something that should've been talked earlier.

So y'all know Kwysocki, right? Yeah, that Green koala guy who made fanarts for me, used to be in my videos and such. Basically an online bro of mine. You might gonna ask: "What is wrong with him?" Oh I'll definitely tell you what.

Through the times when me and Kwy used to get along a lot, we used to be chill during back at the time. Normally chatting, chilling, etc. But it wouldn't be for the fact how things went... Too comfortable ofc. And I might just explain it how.

Back in few weeks or months ago, I've been getting nothing but red flags from his behavior. First of all, his jealousy: every time when I'm being around someone who's also a friend of mine, he randomly gets jealous over it. It's like I wasn't giving any of my attention to him, which I actually did a lot. Hell, he even admitted it back in that time.

Ever since I asked him to get over it and y'all might think he did that, right? Well, no. At this point he didn't do it as I asked him to for like COUNTLESS TIMES.

Not only that, but the fact that he has been clinging to me also made me uncomfortable. And like... Dude... You're literally an adult and you also grow impatient for a minor like me to give you attention? Weird af. 💀

But you wanna know the worst thing than that? He made a private server to do erps with me. MULTIPLE TIMES. He wasn't even thinking to ask if I was okay with it or not!

I honestly thought that this is gonna be the server where we're just chilling, normally rping and all... But how much of a naive idiot I was.

And keep in mind, he was impatient for it too whenever I wasn't around for it.

GODDAMNIT, DUDE. YOU'RE FUCKING 20 YEARS OLD AND I'M 17.

Most important he used his self control as an excuse of his actions.

Dude... I know damn well you didn't just say that shit. You literally did all these things to me, without thinking or asking and you say it's all because of your "self control"? YOU'RE DIGGING YOUR OWN GRAVE AT THIS POINT.

I honestly can't describe how much i was traumatized like I already am. It's my fault that he did it and I should've told him something before, but I couldn't cause I was scared to upset him or even break his trust for me, until I've finally decided to take actions.

I'm sorry that I couldn't share about this with anyone around. I know y'all have been worried about me, even when I wasn't around GameJolt.

Anyways that's all I have to say. Thank you for listening.