So recently I’ve been starting to think that I have depression. Due to multiple reasons. My best friend since 5th grade had to move away out of the country to Europe, I’ve been constantly picked on by my own friends and even got slapped by one of them as a “joke”, and recently, my School Crush rejected me hard, she even had a crush on my own Russian friend. And ever since then I’ve been coping with everything with humor that most people think isn’t funny. I’m so tired…

(Edit: for those confused and who think I’m actually depressed, I’m not so sure I am, I mean yeah a lot of bad stuff happened and I’m really gloomy right now but I don’t think it’s full-on depression. You can hate me for that misinformation in the comments idgaf)