There's this girl IRL was trying to get along with me, but I didn't really like how she'd shows up everyday. I then one day, which was today's noon or something, that I told her to not be around me politely. She then walked away, but I heard her telling to her friends about me, saying that I'm "too difficult to be around". I can't even have friends at school, mainly online I can, but even that makes me have one a decade or something.

Do I just make things harder to people?? What am I? Do I even fit in with the around me, even online???

I'm just so... Useless. I hate it, and I rather not feel it in my days for now on, hopefully.

(Side note: "You are a useless child" seems too relatable now, that I can't even dance to it, which I did before, but now I'm starting to feel it through dancing...)