hi, zextorm here.

lately, in my personal life, i've been constantly raided with irl problems that quite left me upset parents screaming at me, getting beaten, etc., and im currently living the hardest moment when it comes to deal with both my internet life as the irl life as well, it happens that, i've been constantly attacked more oftenly for the things i do.

I'm used to comments/messages like ''wtf'' ''cringe'' ''kill furries'' ''kys'' and etc.

i'm even being called creepy/degenerate, and i understand the reason.

i never felt bad for them usually, but at this moment where i'm mostly fragile, i never thought those would affect me, but ohoh, they did.

life is cruel,isn't? i know.

in a happier note, i'm not suicidal

and i'd like to say sorry, for triggering everyone around me, it's my own fault for not inserting a previous warning of what kind of content is being shown; suggestive, ''gore''-related art, and even what it can be called ''gooning material''. that's why, some comics / content from the comics got cut because some went too far. the uncut version will be posted at my BLUESKY account.. i am the worst as someone i won't mention said, left me really upsetted, but it was needed for me to learn to filter more my stuff in order to keep my own life more safe from hate, besides my own family hating me... lol.

now, about the way i draw

its not supposed to look freaky, i just want to learn a good stylized anatomy for my own style. at times, can really look freaky, since, i might feel freaky, but i swear, i rarely feel freaky.

about the comics-esque-humor

as i said before, its acid humor, while, my main series, Rosie and Diamond, is an acid humor romance with a little of life lessons, it is expected, that it will have swearing and freaky stuff at times, but, the main viewers target, never was kids.

i know, my comics have an acid humor, but sometimes, it's better not to steer off the essence and accidentally fall into smth really freaky that can trigger people, at least not here, a better place like bluesky would work better, thats why, there at bluesky, i plan releasing ''Rosie and Diamond DIRECTOR'S CUT'' an unfiltered version featuring deleted comics and cut-content.

therefore,

i'm really sorry for this mess, i promise things will change.

i'm deeply sorry.

i haven't been feeling well lately.

i know i will be always the worst, and the most negatively judged, but i can try at least.

i'm just trying to have fun, but it's no fun to see people disliking you, all around you, family, internet people, all the pressure.

-Zextorm.

Have a good night.

special thanks

@SuperGamingBrosSGB for always helping me and being a sign of hope for me, means alot.

thanks @Fem_LokiGamerWolf for caring about how i feel.

thanks @Jcundo for cheering me up

thanks @lucidlocust for defending me in the wowwza server that one day. chad gal

and thank you, follower, for reading all of that, im sorry for bothering.