I stay in my fucking room 24/7 to avoid talking.

I hate to talk.

I have nothing on my mind but frustration and animosity for my garbage abilities, I feel normal sometimes, but it doesn't last.

My parents say the same stuff, they don't know what else to say for these issues.

I don't know what else to fucking do, bottle my feelings?

I trust no one. not even my family. I just stay silent. never speaking about my emotions with them.

Not ONCE, has our conversation type changed.

It's just my shitty fucking drawing skills venting. They have nothing else to say, because they said everything they could, My fucking dumbass can't get it through my dumb thick skull.

"Draw whatever you see"

I CAN'T DRAW WHAT I SEE WITHOUT IT LOOKING SHIT.

There's nothing they can do, or even say.