He literally makes so many hate posts when I upload them that it's frustrating. I spent HOURS on those videos, they even have my first smoke trail tests which took a while to render on my laptop. But I can't even upload them because that guy, Erik, makes such a big fuss over it until I give in and delete them. This is the only website I enjoy where I can make posts like this without him seeing them so I'm sorry for making these vent posts but I need an outlet somewhere. I had to hold this anger in since I met Erik in 2021 and just need to get these feelings out of my system. And also the images in this post above are actual screenshots of his recent messages from YESTERDAY AND TODAY as of making this post.

And I'm not trying to blame him entirely. I know I'm just as wrong as he is. This screenshot is from a few minutes ago and was me being petty since he made such a fuss over "waifu sharing" that I decided to do the same to him. Tit for tat, I guess.

I even insulted him. I used to be so timid and not be as verbally aggressive as I am now. Only difference is he keeps blaming me and me only for doing stuff I like. One of his voice messages literally has him saying he "didn't that I chose my own path" and "You should've changed those animations..."

He doesn't understand how hard it was to animate in blender. I can barely model decent models in blender, but I still managed to make those inflation animations. I keep mentioning inflation a lot and that's because this entire RECENT dilemma was all because I made an animation of Charlie inflating and then popping and deflating. Erik didn't like it and literally hated me and made LOTS of hate posts until I got so frustrated and deleted it. I'm at a breaking point and just can't handle it anymore.

And no matter what I do, he's just gonna follow me on some alt. I don't wanna abandon the stuff I worked so hard to build (my youtube channels have a lot of subscribers, and I don't wanna abandon those but Erik is gonna either keep making a fuss, OR he'll make an alt account like this. These are status posts from what I'm guessing are his alts, why? They have the same. Exact. Message. They shared the same exact videos I made and the animation that inspired me to make those recent ones.

Sorry for the vent. I just wanted to get these feelings out somewhere. I'm gonna feel bad about this anyways, so yeah.