hi everyone. this is something i think i need to make as recently something has came to light and i want to make my response to the whole thing since it has came back (

a doc about me has been made again (this isn't the first time this has happened as this sort of thing happened before back in august of 2025 and i'm wanting to make this and also apologize for many stuff in general for what i have done (both in the past and now. some of this info isn't new as some of this was drama from months ago which i apologised for but i still need to make this to apologise for my mistakes)

there is several things and warning this is going to be long and have some things people would not be comfortable with

I'm wanting apologise for the things i've done as well as put an end to this

1- not taking precaution about younger viewers seeing my content and unintentionally lying about my intended age demographic for my arts.

I haven't taken action of dealing with viewers younger than 16 viewing my content as my arts are usually around 16+ when it comes to thicc women arts but some people under those age specifications viewed the arts, however i didn't know what type of people are viewing my arts as here (sometimes) you can't tell what some ages for some users are so it would be hard to try to prevent younger audiences from seeing 16+ stuff (but i still do apologise for unintentionally having said users look at my stuff) and i lied about what i post as like when i put in my bio of my old account that i posted family friendly content which part of which is true (examples include arts of Kirby characters, wholesome undertale arts and other related friendly stuff as i am capable of making normal arts) but at the same time i did arts that went against that sort of thing such as the arts where girl characters were made thicc and other types of art like horror art like the help_tale artworks and stuff like that. i do apologise for what happened there. i admit i was stupid to never realise the problem with stating the "Family friendly" in my bio of my old account when in reality there was art going against that like the horror arts and the thicc girl arts. i should have stated in my bio that my arts are made for older audiences and should have done something like preventing younger users from seeing that stuff instead of not taking any notice of the problems that has caused because of it and stuff like that.

2 - artwork related stuff

Another problem that has happened is the problem with my arts in general with the amount of thicc girl stuff and sexualisiation of lgbtq stuff and stuff among those lines

in the doc it states on how there's many problems with my art (especially with LGBTQ stuff) ranging with some of arts have very sexual looks and stuff in it like how the girl characters have big boobs and thighs and how some are fetishizing lgbtq stuff and having some older audience features too and doing suggestive things.

I want to state clear that i never realise the many of my arts were fetishizing. when i hear the word fetish, thicc stuff is not what comes to my mind when i hear that word. I always assumed fetish stuff refered to the many weird as hell things on stuff like Deviantart which has many things on them, but i never realised thicc girl stuff was partly apart of that category. I know it's hard to believe but i wasn't ever told that thicc was a fetish thing. the reason why i have many characters and some of my OCs were thicc in the first place and why some arts were suggestive and raises questions about why most of the boy characters were drawn normally while almost all the girl characters were drawn the way they were. the truth is that i was because i was influenced by arts and stuff that did the same thing where they had thicc stuff and had thicc characters which is why my characters, some of my arts and stuff of other characters were like that. i knew some people weren't a fan of my arts but i never knew what my arts unintentionally were considered a fetish thing in the first place.. i never intended for my arts to actually be that type of stuff and i should have realised i was going a bit overboard with the thicc stuff.. (some people think that my arts were supposed to be gooner material or stuff like that but i never had that in mind when i made the arts and modelled the characters and such. my arts were only done for fun and that was it (and also I want to point out that characters like petunia are not supposed to be fat fetish characters at all, just because a character is overweight doesn't automatically mean it's a fetish thing.) and plus i haven't made every female character thicc as there are examples of female characters being drawn normally (Like Susie Haltmann from Kirby, Lady Bow and Starlow from the mario series and so on, showing i am capable of drawing said characters normally) and i know some people don't care about the thicc girl stuff and that's fine but i'm wanting to state i apologise for some of my art being unintentionally fetishizing as i never know it was partly considered that.

3. roleplays and drama from months ago and the rest (Btw don't harass anyone because of this, it's not good on anyone's part)

this part is actually refering to stuff that happened months ago and there's some might remember this stuff but to put this in short, i did some adult roleplays with some users (skveeg the rabbit, nico/okamiproductions and some other user called eldrich_horror. i want to clarify i'm 17 years old (a minor myself) one of the people i do roleplays with is 17 years old and the other two were in their 20s as some users have this misconception that they weren't those ages but even with that said i know some of this doesn't excuse the problems that happened, i'm just trying to clear a misconception) but these were some disgusting adult roleplays. these three users were the ones who started those roleplays in the first place. the reason why i did those roleplays in the first place was because i have a problem called Hypersexuality (which refers to thinking of sexual stuff or stuff like that) and also because they wanted to do and like an idiot i did it with them because i was being absolutely stupid and even for one of them i did some inappropriate art requests for one of them. when it comes to boundaries, i should've set boundaries for what roleplays to play, set boundaries on what arts to make for one of them and when they started doing those said roleplays, i should have put my foot down and told them to stop and prevent such roleplays to happen in the first place (but unfortuantly like an idiot i didn't due to me both being partly stupid and having problems with being hypersexuality and having an identity problem with what my sexuality is supposed to be as such. some people think i support in*est due to the fact that in the roleplays there were names like mommy or daddy but the truth is, the roleplays weren't that type of thing and those names were just nicknames and nothing more. another part of the old drama from me from months ago unfortunately making some characters thicc as some old arts from my old account of some characters like Storyshift Chara, regular Chara, Frisk and some others being in the same style of most of my girl models and having them being made thicc.. (I didn't do this with every character but that was a problem that i did back on my old account but you can tell what the problem is with doing that) Like i said back in the second part of this, i was unfortunately influenced by art that did the same thing which was a very very stupid thing to do and be influenced by. i stated in those arts that they were adult versions of them but it still doesn't excuse the problem with doing such things in the first place.

I admit it was a stupid, bad and dumb thing to do and if i was going to be going with thicc arts of characters, i should have put a limit down to that type of stuff on what random characters i would choose to make thicc girl stuff of and what i shouldn't and (in general with my arts) realise what are was right to post and what wasn't and i don't support the things i did and the mistakes i caused

i had had this problem with the roleplays and thicc art of such characters months ago and i did apologise for doing such roleplays and making such arts with said characters, and while some doubted it, i actually kept my word about what i apologised for with that old drama with such topics and hadn't done any of those roleplays since and hadn't made such art of characters like the ones i stated since, and gotten some help and sorted out my hypersexuality to stop it being a problem, showing i have learnt what not to do and improving as a person and learning from my mistakes (plus whenever i do a mistake, i do my best to not repeat such mistakes in the first place again) but with how it's brought up again and how months ago some users try to keep bringing the issues back despite me apologizing for what i did despite learning from my mistakes and not doing them again, i think it would be best to apologise for the many mistakes i've done

I'm sorry for all that i have done. i truly am.. i know it's hard to take whatever i'm saying but i am sorry, i truly am. i want to state clear that many of the mistakes i made were unintentional. i never intended to do the mistakes i have cause. I was never proud of the mistakes i made and caused, i never supported topics and things with these mistakes i'm not and never will be proud of them as that would be wrong if i did.. all mistakes i've done (and i do mean all of them) i do regret severely and while there are some mistakes that i haven't done again since, i still like apologize severely for the mistakes i did as it's the right thing to do to apologize for making mistakes

You don't have to forgive me, i'm not expecting most users to forgive at all, but (like i said in my first apology back on my first account back in august of 2025) even if you don't forgive me, you should at least understand that i'm sorry for the mistakes i have made.

that is all, i'm sorry for everything.. i truly am..