I'm trying to force myself to do as much art as I can. I feel like I'm expected to do art even though I know I'm not expected to do any art for anybody.

My stupid cold or whatever I have has been really making me feel down.

I'm trying my best to make myself better because one of my best friend's birthday parties are coming up and I really don't want to miss it I love him too much and I really don't want to miss it.

I'm just so sick I could barely even get out of bed my head hurts so bad.

I really don't know what to do.

I just want to draw but I can't, I physically can't.

I'm so sorry to burden anybody with my yapping, I really do try my best to stay as positive and cheerful and funny on here as I can but A LOT of stuff has been taking a toll on my mental health.

I'm so sorry.