1 month ago

[ARTICLE] I'm back, my mother finally arrived, and she acted so nonchalant and rude at me. She's complaining non-stop since the second she came back. I told her I almost killed myself several times and had intense schizo events, yet she didn't care MUCH.


In total, what happened:

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I was alone home, vulnerable, with doors open, at night, mom went to supermarket at 15:00, only came back at 20:00, and started complaining and acting rude.

What happened to me;

Intense Hallucinations, Persistent that burnt my fingers, Suicidal thoughts, Anger, Fear.

I'm okay now but just mad at my mother, I had to wait HOURS for her to come back, I even sent her a Mokou sticker, which is something I don't even do to parents to show her how much I care so when she came back she would see it.

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It was all a waste of time that just made me lose my sanity in such ways, but despite this, I do not completely hate her, she said the long wait was because Uber/Taxi driver shit went wrong, and they had to wait many hours for one to arrive due to price-related stuff, I'm feeling better now, thanks everyone for the support, now I really know why being alone sucks and no one wants to be alone, this is going straight to my Book of Traumas in my brain.



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