I don't have the motivation to work on anything anymore. Nothing good has come of recent events or my games, nothing. It's more stress that is getting me nowhere.

I've said it before and I'll say it again, I am beyond dissatisfied with the people who follow my games. I want a different fanbase but it's not my choice in the end.

I've had some fun making my games but it's over now. My games never reached the right people, people who I looked up to a long while. I never got the respect and the attention of anyone that I wanted.

And it's gotten worse because other people who I know have been getting people to play and appreciate their games in a short fraction of time while I'm still trying my best, yet ultimately I get the same attention from the same kids and people that I cannot stand.

I've tried to focus on my work as a substitute for having people to talk to, it's just not working anymore. I have nothing right now. I can't socialize in this new town because it has people in it who hate me and my family. But I can't do it online either because I've ran out of places to look.

I don't even want to work on anything, all I want is to just find people who I can be around. People who actually like me and aren't just annoyed by my presence.

I'm tired of being around people who pretend to care, I want people who are real.

I know that I'm just sounding like a broken record now, I know that I've talked about this too much. I just feel completely boxed in. Something has to give here.

For now, I quit. I don't want to make anything. I don't know when I'll return to this and I don't care. Consider everything on hold. I'm done