My biological dad called my sister to ask for help with moving into a new house, and I said no, multiple times. I'm not saying that to make me seem like the innoccent one because the reason I'm even posting this is because of ME. I basically rejected my dad all because I wanted to stay home and work on my stuff. I went so far as to say he "only talks to us in his convenience," but that's whrre the hypocritical part comes in. I only hang out with him if it's something I wanna do or get, like going to see the FNAF 2 Movie with him was because it was a movie I waited all year to see. I only went with him because of the movie. Right after it I wanted to go home when he wanted to go eat.

I basically was a lazy hypocrite saying that he "only talks to us in his convenience" wheb I also only get him in his convenience. This is why I hate who I am. This is why I make games where I get punished for my actions. I know this mindset is wrong but I'm already stuck in a sea of mistakes, and I'm so used to it I just keep making mistakes and living like this. I'm just upset I once again prove to myself why I doubt who I am and why I just push people away, even my own family.