though, I couldn’t really assume that it’s that bad yet, it’s only 4pm. by tomorrow, it’d be Aug 3 for me, and for most of you guys it’d be Aug 2. i don’t know, it feels empty.

have nobody to spend my birthday with, nothing special happened, got no gifts (not even a physical gift), got blamed by my mom and told that it was my fault that nobody gave me anything this year.

i guess it really isn’t worth living life to the fullest anymore huh.