So, uh...here's my very stupid, utterly unimportant, vent!

I've been waiting months for my friends to realize I'm not okay. The only wish I've had for a while is for my friends to hear the dishonesty when I tell them im I'm okay. Better yet, they notice the subtle signs I want comfort and that I'm touch-starved. That's all I want!

Not to mention, my family has so many problems. K (brother) is suicidal, A (sister) is across the state and she's depressed, Mom is suicidal, depressed and has panic/anxiety attacks. And my dad's dead. Oh, not to mention the family members I actually LIKE are UP NORTH. IN FUCKIN OHIO. I live in GEORGIA. We live TWELVE HOURS AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. Are you fuckin shittin me???

Oh, and my closest girl best friend is most likely dead. She hasn't responded to my emails, my messages, and she's nowhere to be seen in the city. She quite literally told our friend group she's suicidal. I have a feeling she commit it.

I wish life was just better! Why can't anything go right?

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..Thanks for listening to my dumb rant, guys.