Gotten 1k followers on that parody account I mentioned, its kinda scary as fuck actually

but anyways I will be going to like 3 collage classes for duel enrollment thingy this upcoming semester and I know I am not making it. I have no hope of surviving even if I some how make it through this semester. Am I better than before? Yeah I guess I am not trying to end it all constantly over a breakup but I still feel miserable or numb all the time. I am tired of leaning onto addictions to try to make myself feel temporarily anything beside those things. I feel like there was more but my brain is just so foggy right now I dunno.

I am sorry for keeping on forgetting about being on here it is just. has been a lot. Even if it doesn't feel like it. I miss people I used to talk to here..