3 years ago

Clarification on myself (Who I identify as, my gender, etc.)


Hey everybody, it's me Luunii. So, thinking about my "fanbase" (if you could even call it that) on YouTube, and outside of YouTube on things like Gamejolt, DeviantArt, etc. I've somewhat noticed a pattern (at least I think I have? Not really sure just yet). My "portrayal" is fairly inconsistent. Some people see me as a male, some people see me as female, some as "a woman with a male's voice" (which can I just say wow, that feels REALLY disrespectful regardless of what I am), so on and so forth. So, right now I'm just going to drop the shoe here and explain what I am and who I am. This is not meant to target anyone if you ever made a mistake in the past, misgendered me, or anything like that at all. I just want to clarify since I'm sure there might be some confusion.

My name is Luunii. I used to go by the name Enflared, but I don't want to go by that name anymore, because I don't feel the same identity with that name that I felt before. If you don't want to call me Luunii because you think that's weird, I would prefer you call me Rosa. So, what do I identify as?

I'm genderfluid. I don't have to be just male or just female. It changes depending on what I feel, but I often use the pronouns "she/they." I know that my voice sounds more masculine. Do I want that? No. Do I want that to be pointed out? ABSOLUTELY NOT. I'm trying to learn ways to make my voice more of a neutral in between, but it's hard. Just know I'm trying my best. So, the whole thing with my voice? Ignore it, my voice should just be known as "my voice" and not be labeled as a specifically gendered voice.

What is my sexuality? While I still am not fully certain on it, I believe that I am either bisexual in extremely specific cases, or I may be polysexual. No, polysexual is not the same thing as polyamory. Below is an explanation as to what polysexuality is. Again, I am not fully 100% certain that is what I am. I'm still learning who I am. We all are, it's a part of being human.

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What is my current life situation? I'm in college at the moment studying for a degree and I am often under what I would define as copious amounts of stress depending on the state of my mind.

Do I have a discord? Yes, yes I do. I don't just give it out to anyone though and if you DO know my discord, then DO NOT put it in the comments or share it around. I only want people I trust to have that sort of connection at the moment. Do I fully trust everyone who knows me on Discord? No. The people I trust the most on discord are my friend group like Venuz and GameMaster1 and the people in my friend's special server. I'm sure you all understand.

I don't pump out products. I don't want to be seen as "JUST a game developer" or "JUST a musician" or "JUST an artist." I want to be seen as a person. I want my friends to be seen as people. I want people to be seen as people.

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That's all I really wanted to say. Just wanted to clarify a thing or two about who I am and how I work. I don't think that Entropy really needs any clarification, but if you all think they do then I'll possibly explain it in another post. Thank you for reading and know that no matter what, you are loved.

-Luunii!~

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