
I understand it, but consider any direct conflict between you and me, a very difficult thing to happen, at least for me, I don't know about you but I can feel you don't like to continue stupid tiring drama/controversy.
Summary and history of the controversy (My point)
My problem is that I don't like people playing at my face, like Vanta, I thought Vanta was doing that, but I didn't know he was facing a dark time, my fault was not asking what he felt at that moment, and I want to change this, for now on:
Anyone who accepts to work with me will have 100% of his/her/their content used, no more canceled projects, only if it's necessary, like Society returning, Honko, or anything that affects my mental health, if not, I will proceed with everything.
As about Blake, I gave him MFGhost's model pack, and I was working with him in a TRTF5R recode "Runtime Demo" version with 5 floors, but well you know, everything happened and then he blocked me, and I don't know if he's going to return, but if that's the case, I will release it.
If not, I will find someone who could help me handle the 3D stuff.
About my new project, yes it's only one for now, a short one, that doesn't envolve involves a big team.
Some apologizes to everyone I hurt:
As I saw in the document or in some post (I can't remember right now), there was something about me not apologizing with the other team members, so let me do it now:
I want to apologize with everyone I wasted their times, first Spaz0n, I am sorry bro, I am really sorry, I just wanted to make a TRTF Reboot Saga, I made a team for it, but it turned out there was only me, Vanta, and MFGhost working on TRTF5 Reimagined, so it turned exhausting for us, and I canceled it... TRTFCH1 was not different, as I suffered what I call the "Render crisis", as no one had time or wanted to render 3D stuff for me, it left me and Vanta working alone on CH1, and I was just giving him orders as my PC wasn't handling Clickteam nor Blender nor any 3D engine, and I felt bad again, and canceled it.
Now about @Lord2903
(he's not on FrightStudios but I want to apologize with him too), I gave you my TRTFCH1 reboot rights, as I thought you were going to make it the way I left it, but turned out you were making another version of it, as I can remember "Tragedies of Past" with @FALA_DE_OURICO
, and I am sorry, I know you sent me the gamepage links a hundred times, but I was very very tired and overwhelmed, so I didn't check it, or if I did, was just a quick one, then I made a new page with what I wanted for it, I am sorry that I caused your version to be canceled, I didn't want it to, it was perfect after I checked with more attention.
As I mentioned him, FALA DE OURIÇO is another FrightStudios member that I want to sincerely apologize, I know I wasn't the best Director to you (nor anyone mentioned here or in FrightStudios before the rebrand), I know I treated you bad in the "Kiel" incident, and that I can't take a good reason for what I did that, but everything I can say is that I was suffering from bad mental health conditions, and that took a huge influence on my behavior, I am really sorry for what I did with you, and I am sure you are in better hands now working with Spaz.
And to everyone, including Vanta, and the others, who I can't remember the name right now, but as general apologize, I am really sorry, and I will work to fix everything I did.
As I can't erase my past actions, nor this post is already too long, I can write the future, and I will, but give me a little support on not sharing the ended controversy all along because that would make finding new people to work (peacefuly) with me difficult.
I know everything I did, there's no apologize for that, but I am sure everyone would be supportive. I will take a psychiatrist session, and I will change as a person too, not only as a developer.
Oh, almost forgot, Drawer, I am sorry bro, everything I did to you that hurt your feelings or made you sad, angry, mad perhaps, I regret everything, go make Lustratio and Dementia, I am looking forward on them.
The Future
Me and Nixo had stopped everything, every post, and no one is going to try contacting your friends and developers at discord or gamejolt or any type of social media. For him, I don't know, maybe INSANITY will be his change-making opportunity, but for me, I will finish at least a game without new dramas and controversy, this is the only Clarification post I will make, new ones are just response or reflect of my unstable mental health situation (Which I am going to treat next month). I am planning to do a FNaF2 remake, a shorter one just to show up some ideas I have, and I will set up a GDD for it first, and then I will start castingcall, and the development will start.
Another Update
This drama has been stressful for both sides, but I can say it has been more painful for me, and I regret doing everything I did, so I will make some stuff for FNM, then I will rest for some days (or weeks), and then more stuff, until I have something good for a demo or an alpha versio perhaps.










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