So Im gonna cosplay kitana. Im working on aquiring materials to handmake some of the accessories and the fans.

But, i feel wrong cosplaying her, because... im not perfectly thin. Im not large, only around 140 lbs give or take, but to me it feels wrong that im cosplaying a girl thats like 110lbs (correct me on that if you must).

Like ive already started working out and i still feel bad. Like seeing all these skinny and pretty people has literally caused me to regret setting it up, because before with my other cosplays, i could hide that. And i could hide my issues with makeup and baggy uniforms or other pieces. But i cant, not with kitana.

Plus i have 100000000 other reasons to complain, but i will just keep it to that. I wont go into detail about anything else for the moment because i do think its quite rude for me to disappear and then send this out of the blue. But ig getting it out is better than forcing myself not to eat and stuff like that.