Lately i've felt like im being forced to stay within some friendships. out of fear they'll end up hating me and i enjoy them at times yes.
but most of the other times they really tick me off and make me feel so uncomfy all of the time when i see them say/post some thing i disagree with .

or their opinions.. mainly their opinions towards shit i enjoy
i always am scared of calling them over this
it gets weird
and i get uncomfortable. i have dreams where they just use me or hate me its that bad since i overthink at night and dream of it when i sleep