Here's what I've been doing at night lately:

1. Staying Up

2. Taking Happy Pills

3. Hurting Myself

4. Using Duct Tape on my legs, arms, and mouth so I don't move or talk

5. Choke myself w/ rope

6. Writing death notes

7. Crying at night

8. Thinking of suicide

9. Locking myself in my dark room and chaining myself to my bed

10. Making myself get blackout

I know I hate to say it but I hope you & @Henry_Emily1234 don't mind me gone or blacked out. Henry might not care so I'm gonna do it till he misses me dearly. I hope you know I love you guys.

Don't forget that if I am blackout from this life of mine and hurting myself don't blame me, blame my life for everything I fucked up. I hope I get blackout from not sleeping.

Love You.

-Anna Grace G.

Here's a playlist for you and Henry to listen too before I get on tomorrow.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1ObwLWtsSVoEO3vHZjhxoC?si=tU76-PNnRkaTUCTM4OOj_A&utm_source=copy-link