before you start thinking and cursing on me, stop, take a deep breath, take some time of your day to do meditation, to watch something to try to make your mind clearer.

now, logically, i can tell you are WORTHY of being loved, because to be loved you dont need to do anything in order to "deserve" to be loved, because be human is enough condition in this world to deserve to be loved, and youre not 'anyone', youre the guy that was lucky enough to be born the way you are, to be born with the life you have, and yes, i know you might see your life with pessimist eyes, but you dont know how much life is actually worth, life, actually, is our greatest, our priceless belonging, because imagine how many babies were born, and the mothers had the unfortunate discovery that their so cared baby is actually dead. death at birth is common to many families, specially because, biologically speaking, its easy for the DNA of the baby come messed up, or to be born with a phisical deformaty/deficiency/sindrome. what i mean is that, from all of these things that couldve gone wrong in your birth, you had the priviledge to be given the blessing of life, and i can say its a blessing because theres no greater blessing than having you with me, to have such uniqueness, and YES YOU ARE UNIQUE, dont come with 'if everyones unique/special im not' because just because everyone has their own way of thinking doesnt mean your individual way of thinking, of speaking, of liking, loving, it doesnt mean all of your inner complexity doesnt makes your entire being less special, because that is you, the union of every single one of your individualities makes you, you.