1 year ago

Depressive thoughts:

I don't know where else to express my dark feelings within, but I guess that's my broken heart to deal with


They say the last stage is acceptance, being able to cope with life knowing what you have is an empty void. A void that took a lifetime to make, one could say a deep mind or lost soul. One could also say that a trauma or past event started to dig the hole that you're in to this day, others say that a spirit caused it.

(Yes it's true that demonsa exist, they don't harm you like in movies or how people describe... But to take you down a path to self harm)

Have ever wondered... Are where belong? Being with the right people help your mind cope with different scenarios or actions. You could say one with a whole family lives a wonderful life, well not so wonderful when you're in that place.

I've learned many things in this life, some not so pleasing to the human brain to understand correctly. I've learned by many close people that life is a world of suffering, one could live better with the knowledge I grew up with... But family said otherwise. It's hard when people don't respect you, when they hold you back, or try to pursue their dreams making you achieve it

I'm lucky I'm still walking till this day, I'm greatful for the heart I have. One wouldn't believe if I said "I'll do anything to keep you safe" or "I promise to always be there for "... Bet no one has ever said that to you.

I've seen the world change, it used to be full of life and wonders all around... Especially love. Now life and it's people are blinded by looks, they never see one's true heart like I do. That's why I wear a mask

I'm really not ok, but eh... Sometimes it's ok to not be ok



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