"Hey, it’s been a while.

I have something I must say I have really been debating these past 6 or so months.

I’m leaving the Undertale community, and this account will go inactive indefinitely.

To condense all of my reasonings, I feel a bit too old for this (not to judge others my age or older). It’s just a personal thing with me.

And honestly, I wasn’t a good person in my own eyes while I was here. It was a mix of bad influences and me not having the self-awareness to realize that I was acting on said bad influences. (Most of that bad influence being getting into drama and it being blown up due to feeding into it or just not doing anything about it).

I’m not a person who is able to be in the spotlight, and while in my time I have reverted to my default state pre-UTC, I’m not going to prance around saying how much better I am now.

Also, nothing really happened externally to make me leave. It really was just years of realization hitting me all at once one week, and I decided I needed at least a long break to better myself.

After finding people who can handle me better and were patient with me while I reverted, I had some talks and thought a lot with them. I think this is what I need to do—not only for my sake but for others too.

Now that I’ve left, I’m getting a successful career and jobs, and I really don’t have the time or energy to give anything here the love it needs.

As for Dusttrust, would I say it’s canceled? I think so. I will forever hold onto the ownership to prevent reboot stuff.

If I ever come back to it, I’m just shadow-dropping it, and that would be it. No Discord, no community interaction, really. (Huge maybe).

I have to focus on work and paying the bills and being an adult fully now, and as much as money isn’t everything, I can’t be putting so much into something without that at the moment.

On the topic of money too, if I have a team, I want to pay them. I think people should be paid for their work.

I will lock all channels here and delete the server and my account within the next few weeks.

All of you are wonderful people, and I am sorry if this disappoints you.

I will forever remember everything that has happened the past few years as a learning experience in life.

I’m just tired and need to be myself.

Please do not try to reach out to me or my friends about stuff. I just need to not be poked, and I may block (not out of malice or anger).

Thank you all for reading, and I will forever be grateful. I just need to move forward as an adult."