That's what she'd expect of me

Right..?

What a kid friendly product!

Can't wait to overdose on a "sweet shot"

...

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IM SORRY

IM SO SORRY

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME

I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU

I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT MYSELF

PLEASE JUST STAY WITH ME

PLEASE

IM SORRY

I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME

PLEASE STAY HERE WITH ME...

PLEASE...

Please don't go...

Please don't die...

I'm sorry...

and now I'll recollect myself, and move on.

Scars on my arms,

blood in my throat...

I'll keep pushing.

BUT I'M FINE!!

I'M ALWAYS FINE...

I'LL PUSH THROUGH IT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, RIGHT..?

EVEN IF I LOSE MY IDENTITY OR SENSE OF SELF, EVEN IF I LOSE MY SANITY, EVEN IF I LOSE THE PEOPLE I LOVE, I'LL ALWAYS BE FINE..!

THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE EXPECT FROM ME, RIGHT..?

who am i anymore

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holy depressive/suicidal episode