All my friends r fucking fake. I got called a ‘Dumb hoe’ today at lunch, and someone actually said ‘I agree with that person.’ My friends laughed about me getting called that, and I laughed along bc ig it doesn’t matter. I feel like I js shouldn’t be allowed to speak, bc every time a word comes out of my mouth it’s useless and unwanted. I’m a waste of time, effort, space, life, literally anything. I’m shocked I even have one friend rn for how many times I just ramble abt stupid shit that gen doesn’t even matter. When my friends are saying smth, I turn off my music but keep my headphones on bc I always do, but they get annoyed. Even when I take off my headphones they’re like ‘Oh wow! Lexi actually cares about what we have to say today.’ Even though I’m always listening to them.
Not to mention I also get called ‘Fatass’, ‘Bitch’, ‘Useless piece of shit’, and other things I gen js block out by now.
love adding onto that list of reasons to kms.
sry for ranting and rambling abt random ass shit, I js need to tell someone without telling anyone if that makes sense. If someone read this whole freaking thing I srsly love u /p.
anyways, time to go hang out with my racist, sexist, and argumentative grandfather. Loving life 🧍♀️🚗
