To be honest, I have almost nothing to tell you. The game froze and no progress has happened, although I have already promised you many times that something will really happen NOW!!
But no. Will not be. Never again.
To be honest again, I'm not a good leader, OK? And this is not "oh, no, I'm so bad, pity me so that I do something for you," but just a fact. I tried to play cool, but I'm just a pussy who can't say much when it comes to developing something like that. Sure, I can be a tyrant and all that, but for the most part I'll just pretend to be an anime girl who gently asks you to do something.
And I'm also tired of trying to look for something. You see, I tried so many times to find people for the team, went around a lot of places and asked a lot of people, but in the end everything fell down like a house of cards. And no, I don't blame anyone, because the problem here is not only me, but also money. I couldn't use the dollar before, and now, given the events in the world, it's TOO much money for me, which I obviously won't be able to spend on the "master".
In fact, everything led precisely to the fact that this project will end like this, replenishing the shelf of those very games that may have some interesting concept and ideas, but which cannot afford to become something real. So I'm not even particularly sad.
Speaking of sadness, I'm depressed. Cool fact, right? That's probably why I've worked so little with other moments and life in general.
Perhaps that's all I wanted to say. I can't promise anything anymore or tell too much, so it ends here. Will I give this project a second life? Maybe, but probably not. The role of leader is definitely not for me. And I don't think I'm going to be a magic knight who will take over all the work with the team. But if a miracle happens... It will be something to think about.
Thank you all for following this game and giving me a chance to prove myself and I'm sorry that I didn't live up to some hopes. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to prove myself in this direction, but I was able to improve my writing skills. I think it's pretty good.
And I was also able to meet many wonderful people. Even though we don't communicate, they are still dear to me to some extent.
Maybe someday I will tell someone about it over a cup of tea.
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