Rec Room comes to an end yet, instead of feeling sad, I'm just happy I got to play in 2023 with my friend.

While I haven't been active on Rec Room since 2023.. it still holds a special place in my heart, fond memories do not fade. I had friends, they made me happy.

Everyday I mourn the loss of my friends from when I was ToastyLiver.

I know it's not a likely possibility but, CubeNerd, Sangria, Jayde, if you see this, I miss you. Especially you Sangria, you were funny as hell and made every day on rec room a day to certainly remember! I still have those video clips of us, especially the 'among us with the pp' one...

While I can admit, I was not a great person in 2023. My friends from then made life worth living. Sure I might've chased people in servers repeating 'daddy' or 'mommy' depending on their gender but, I've grown and now I just laugh at how immature I was back then.

I will never forget when I made a friend who kept copying me, he was British and he claimed to be 16. He had changed his user to ToastyLungs and he even made a gamejolt account. It wasn't till I got a message from his mom on his gamejolt account that I learnt he was actually 10 and was lying. While not fun in the moment, it's a nice memory to look back on.

Rec Room, tho I was inactive, holds a special place in my heart. It's the first time I had ever felt such joy, it's the first time I was allowed to speak on call or voice chat due to my parents idiotic rules.

I miss being friends with Sangria every day, I miss talking to CubeNerd, and frankly I miss chasing Jayde around and calling her 'mommy'

Without Rec Room, I wouldn't be the way I am today, atleast the positive parts of me! It'll be sad to have it gone but, everything ends eventually, nothing lasts forever. Memories are important.