People are probably wondering about My Stress and my emotions

So I’ll just explain

So the reason why I even lose my temper is just that I have a bit problem of controlling my emotions, it’s due to that i cant Control my temper which is the most thing I have problems with and due to that I sometimes get concerned about my temper/emotions it might lead to me harming and being a jerk to my friends and might even ruin my friendships with everyone i cared/loved

because i suppose to be loved because I'm the caring and loving coin itself, I suppose to be nice and caring to everyone but instead of that I become a jerk and let my temper get the best to me

And due to all the stress from life and here and even my younger sister it just causes my emotions to get worst and y’all are wondering why don’t I just take a break welp here’s the thing I can’t go a day without Gamejolt but theirs sometimes I wasn’t absent which was kinda a break since it cause me to catch up with life and etc

but theirs sometimes that my irl friends and online friends are here to help me calm down and etc

which I’m glad to have

even tho some of my life can get stress and rough which might lead me to my breaking point

im just glad to have some friends on my side

Irl friends and online friends

But I mostly trust my online friends

Since I had deal with one of my friends betraying me by uhhh how can I say

By spreading some false rumors about me

But I’m still glad to have a lot of friends

That’s all I wanna talk about