To keep this short: I had no motivation to write it or even try to. I was doubtful of myself on this, thinking on how it would be interesting with the vision for the story I had in mind but I was scared on what people would think or say about it. I wanted to write simple: that means not using 'fancy writing' but by using basic words for dialogue, interactions for the characters, description of stuff, etc and I thought of my writing or wording wouldn't be cohesive. The setting and locations for each chapter was very overwhelming for me. I'd have to search up towns and scroll through them for hours to take notes on 'em. I didn't do that. The book was going to have a cover and visual stuff in the chapters. But I wasn't an artist myself and never drew good. I was thinking of getting an artist to help me but they would have to get paid for it and I did not know what to do with that.

And this was a passion thing for me to continue where FNABS 3 left off and shit. Something to expand upon.

I am uncertain if I'll ever return to write again.