1 day ago

[EXPRESSION DRAWING]

Number: #1

Feeling: Despair

Want to: Avoid

Rate: -91826373829292/10 'Ó_Ò'


EXPLANATION

I wanted to express my feelings in a drawing, so, I did this. Basically, this is how I feel when I think about school, like works, suck professors, bad things that people around me did... I literally starts to pull my face in this way and think about a lot of random things, like, I instantly get sad.

At least, I have plans to change school, change to a better life. I have to get courage to go to mom and say that.

And now, I'm feeling that I don't want to go to that shit school anymore, my anxious problems didn't let me. But I have to go on Monday, 'cuz I have a group presentation to do. After that, I'll stop going to school for sure.


THOUGHTS

  • Why? Why they have to do this??

  • I don't want to stay here!!

  • I don't care about these shit!!

  • I don't mind with you!!

  • Please, someone save me!!

  • NO! I don't want this!!

  • I cant learn anything in that shit!!

  • Help me...

  • Don't, don't do with me...

  • Stop doing this...

  • Crying, crying 'cuz of yes...

  • Amor :3 Ao menos eu tenho o amor das pessoas que eu amo!!


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CREDITS

I got this idea by this post of @Katimux , she did a great job expressing her feelings on the last art. If u don't know her profile, go check it, she's awesome!!


NOTE

Stay safe y'all, be happy, and remember that your lives matter! I love all of you!! Ty for following my profile, I hope all of this get better, and y'all have a good life too! The best of all all of you, love esch one of you and my friends! Stay well my fellas!!



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Omgg!! I literally know what I want to do for my life, what I want to study, and some jobs in mind

But, Idk if my parents will agree with my ideas, 'cuz I need to give up my Institute, but they don't want it.

Anyways I can do this in few months (18 years)

Brrr... 23°... So cooold...

At least I have a sweatshirt, so it's a good time! ^^

How cold are now on your country?

What Game I Regret Never Finished?

I think it's Pokémon Fire Red. I lost a lot of saves in this, and dropped after catching a Shiny Squirtle lol.

But I want to try again in future.

A quest celebrating that we're half way to Halloween has entered your quest log!

Complete the quest to conjure a trophy!

(Either April 30 or May 1st is 6 months before Halloween.)

AAAAH! Why real life is so hard?Damn, I hate living here. I want to give up all of this (like, the Federal Institute that I study).

I'm with no time for nothing, I can't draw, and now I have A LOT of works to do...

If u can, read the article

Great news! 📢 @Aya_Games has joined Game Jolt!

They're the indie studio behind the haunting & atmospheric horror platformer Ayasa: Shadows of Silence.

Follow the development of Ayasa: Shadows of Silence at https://bit.ly/AYASAGAME

Omgg!!

@StripesJ just gave me 10 Sticker packs, tysm, ma friend!

Taking the opportunity to say to y'all to go follow her! She's a awesome artist, you have to check it, and sometimes she do some Undertale fanarts/stuff, so go check it rn!

Pizza Time!

Yesterday we ate pizza at dinner! Big bro bought simple pizzas, and mom turbocharged the pizzas with more cheese, pepperoni, peppers and chicken.

That was sooo delicious!! It's was always good to eat well!

There's two pizzas left btw!

animating my forever wip

Oh, wait, gifts appears here now?

Also, ty for the pack @KatimuX