No, you pains not something to be ignored, but i need you to see something, and its harsh but now its the time to get serious, because its your life on the line, and i know you wanna let the line get cut and shredded, but cant you see that youre not the only one thats going through this right now?

Did you know youre not alone? Because if not, let me tell you then, youre not, and you are loved yes, and its not because i say that everyday it means any less, because this love is stronger than rhe two of us, even if you dont see it right now, i find myself Immersed in the waters in this love i feel for you, and i am so certain there are so many people that feel the same way, and even if they dont, they still love you, in their way, but i need you to keep going. To want to keep going is a challenge, i know but thats what you gotta do, because you are special, your intellect doesnt define you nor your past, but youre still so different in so many ways that dont you see, that when we lose you, the world will become only grayer? Because youre the color to it, even when you youre colorblind and dont see the beauty that nature provides to us, your own nature is already so amusing and admirable, to think that youre going through so much, and not giving up, and i say this because i know youre gonna fight this battle with your very best, a battle many give up in the first minutes.

Everything passes, every bad moment isnt unchangeable, youre always growing, life's always moving, and i can assure you that this pain is not one to last forever, and thats another reason to keep going, because youre irreplaceable, the days you struggle right now are the key for your future glory and inevitavle victory, and i say this with optimism because i believe in you, so let this be your motivation and make your goal to beat these demons.

How? Meditate. Force yourself to consume less media and leave people that only make you feel worse, cuz theres nothing worse to have toxicity around you.

Its best you try to break the rock on your path right now, because the rain will come and go, but if you dont start taking action, the rock wont get out of your way, and youll never be able to get around it, and that's hows gonna have to be it, you need to start taking action, hit the unpause buttom on this movie because youre part of it, not the audience, so dry these tears and be proud theyre tears and not bleeding scars, but to the scar on your heart, that's one only you can put a band-aid on, and you'll need to learn to tolerate it, so for me, for your family, for your friends, for you ACTUAL family and friends, please, youre gonna have to be strong, and thats a lot to ask, i know, but you'll have to work this mindset of yours, because no magic is gonna simply shut the annoying voices murmuring in your head up, its something you'll need to do manually, but fear not, because youre way more than all of this negativity, all of this that makes you want to kill yourself, and you might not know it, but youre way stronger than you think, because to stay alive with this is a true battle, and its one you'll have to win and take, for everyone around you,

Because in reality, we want your best, we want to ses you happy, but please, dont give up so easily, because your body's a sacred temple,and your mind should be an extension of the wonderful temple, but i know right now its a fighting field, but dont let that dismotivate you, there's so much more to see, do, and make in life and if you give up right now, you'll lose the chance to do so many things, you'll make people lose you, but you'll achieve nothing with this death, imagine the many things you can do if you stay and heal.