2/12/24 (yapping dayyyy). - It's been a pretty crappy month, nah, actually just the whole year has sucked. I made a vow to be better than my deadbeat parents. That when I get older, I wouldn't be living paycheck to paycheck, I wouldn't pretend to care, I'll actually be there for the ones I love, I wouldn't yell or throw things when I get angry, I would learn to be better. Correction, I will be better than them. I want to become someone people remember, but in a good way. (Ofc, that part will probably never happen, but I'm still hopeful.)

Self-hating part. (Judge all you want, it just helps me cope, LMAO):

I hate my eyes (the color, the shape, the fact that I need glasses)

I hate my arms (I hate how funny they look, I hate how unmuscular they are.)

I hate my hair. (I hate when it's long, and when it's short.)

I hate my laugh. (I just do, lmao)

Will include more on a later date, see yall!