Yes it’s another one of these posts.
I honestly don’t know right now. I have other things that I want to do and I think I’m gonna leave the fnaf community again. I want to start making my own original music on a budget by buying stuff from thrift stores and using resources from my school to learn some other instruments besides piano and tenor sax. I also have plans for an original game which I have talked about before and frankly a fnaf fangame is not something that I would like to have my name behind as I get older. I would rather have my name behind something completely original in which I took a long time putting hard work into. I am learning how to be a better writer and although this post doesn’t really show that, my English teacher gave me compliments on an essay that I wrote about a song. The type of songs I want to make would mainly be a rock/alt rock type thing and either in the comedy category or I can use them as an outlet to express my emotions in a creative way without hurting someone. I need to do that now because my feelings that went away and got me to start working on this game came back even worse. I felt alone and isolated, that all my friends were fake, that I didn’t matter at all, I lashed out at people that didn’t deserve it (and tbh some that did), it really sucked, but I am getting help now and I am trying to surround myself with people that I feel actually care about me. If I stopped working on this and actually did something that I want it would possibly improve my mental health and I need that to improve as much as it can. I am sorry and this might seem selfish, but I need to help myself first before I make a game like this.