I feel so fucking STUPID.

I SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN SPOKEN.

NOW IM MAKING HER LIFE MORE MISERABLE YAY

I WANNA FUCKING ROT AND KILL MYSELF ALREADY GOD.

I don't even wanna tell anyone what fucking happened.

you guys can guess in your heads...

And.

I FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE ASKING ME AND GIVING ME SIGNS OF SOMETHING BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. WHAT DO PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO. WHAT CAN I DO. FUCKING TELL ME. I ALWAYS BRUSH PPL OFF AND PUSH THEM. WHAT CAN I DO TO TRY AND DO BETTER. FUCKING TELL ME. I'm probably gonna fucking kms <3 :3