So it's the end of 2024. This year has been interesting to say the least. Like every year it absolutely has had its ups and downs. But honestly I feel it had more positives than anything prior and I hope it stays that way going forward. For starters, I got my irl job this year, it's been fun (had rough moments but we all get over that hill eventually) and it really helped me get more social, before I got the job I would barely if at all speak with people, now I get courage to have full conversations. (I still suffer with being anti-social still tho, but I'm getting there lol). It also helped me understand job experience besides just being in my house all day LOL.

This year also had me announce the reboots to my games and even a game release this year (WTLGD). I do have a majority paused right now because I'm well... busy. But once I get things straight I will try my hardest to get progress rolling again. It's been smooth riding for my projects, eager for 2025 releases maybe?

I would explain the negatives of this year but that would get too personal and I don't plan to vent about it. But I did wind up getting over those hills and I'm glad I've been growing.

I've set a goal for myself I started months ago, 2 days a week (my 2 off days) I have been going to the gym with my father to lose weight and it's been going well. Slow, but well regardless. We do arms one day, then legs the next, with cardio in between. It's been really fun to just get out the house very now and then, even spending time with my family.

This year was also the year me and star was dating (we're no longer dating due to distance and other things) but we're still friends so no bad blood at all. I'm adding this here to thank her for making me interested in dating again, prior to that I was never ready and always felt let down/uncomfortable but when we started I felt joy in it again. Obviously we're not dating anymore as I said, but I'm not as down as I once was and honestly I still wanna thank her regardless.

Overall, this year taught me a lot and I'm glad it did.

I wanna also thank all of you for making this year special to me, specifically to all the friends i've made along the way, normally I'd tag them and say nice notes but there's too many LOL, but seriously I wanna say I thank all my friends and to say I appreciate every single one of you for your hard work or the overall happiness it brings me to hang out with y'all. You all mean a lot to me and it's what keeps me going forward. To all my followers/supporters I also wanna thank all of y'all, without y'all's support I'm not sure where I'd be and I also thank every single one of y'all.

For modelling I too have been improving with that, been making models for my own stuff or for friends by commissions or requests and its been such a ride to improve in making models. I REALLY wish I could show some but again privacy reasons I can't, but trust me you'll see how awesome it's been soon enough! :)

ALSO extra addition: To all the people I've commissioned/got art from. You all have done amazing! I always put the hard work in a special folder and I wanna say thanks to all of y'all as well, you all make me happy to work with and I appreciate the hard work from every single one of you

I hope all of you have an amazing new year and keep going, never let your head down, one day you'll pick yourself back up and have those amazing days. Never give up, you'll get there one day. As always, happy new year! See y'all in 2025! <3333

(if u made it this far, this is something very early. Textures aren't 100% final yet, but wanted to show this for now. @JuanReviewsREBOOTED ) and yes, this is blender too.