Well, umm, hello

I've already done this thousands of times, so I'll get straight to the point.

I decided to take a complete break from many things; I had been feeling horribly bad for several days, directly feeling like I was worthless as a person or simply deserved to be dead.

I even had several moments where I simply couldn't get out of bed and couldn't draw

And damn, I'm really sorry because I'm aware that it was truly inconsiderate.

Perhaps not so much for those who follow me, but for those who supported me when I started.

I don't know what the future holds for this account; maybe I'll renew it, but I think the attempt to return to Gamejolt wasn't the best, and I'm still wondering how long I'll stay here.

The truth is, you know, I've always wanted to be a great artist, I've always wanted to be a great person, it's not even necessary, or trying to be super incredible

I just want to be recognized for my effort.

I'm still in a long period of rest, not to mention that I'm not even talking to friends because I've distanced myself from conversations with close friends.

Since I really don't want to hurt others with my feelings, I don't want my negative way of seeing things to affect them, because I truly want to always try to maintain a positive perspective.

Again, I am so grateful to friends like

@Azzy_Mezzy

@NeoDraw

@Manuelaa

@TacuachiTV

Because they are wonderful people, because in part they were and always have been among the few who have truly reminded me of that good side of myself.

Sometimes when I feel like I'm doing things wrong, I remember that I have them, and I don't want this to sound too dramatic, but

It's nice to be able to simply remember those compliments on my art or those moments together

Some, like Manu, recently left the platform, from what I can see. I really hope she does very well, because personally, for me, she was the best user in this whole community.

I love you all very much, and remember, please never undervalue yourselves.

Each one of us is worth a lot, and I really want you to always remember that.

Maybe you only stopped to read out of curiosity, or because you follow me, or because you're one of my friends, and I wholeheartedly want to remind you.

Never forget that you are an amazing person.

Trust yourself, trust yourself

Life always throws difficult situations at us, but each one helps us face those barriers that can block the path to what we truly want.

A bad moment is not a sign to give up, it's a reminder that you're doing well

In part, I would like to leave this positive aspect in the form of honoring, honoring those I love very much and who will always have a piece of my heart.

Again, don't give up. If you have an idea, bring it to the surface, learn, study, prepare yourselves.

Because tomorrow there will always be something new to do and something else to improve upon, and one should never forget their own worth.

If some assh*le comes along and tells you that you're worthless, remember again, don't let them take away your value.

Because the only ones who have the right to say who is better or worse are yourselves.

good night