Gosh.. I miss her.. I miss her so much. I can't believe I cared tha...

2 months ago

Gosh.. I miss her.. I miss her so much. I can't believe I cared that much for her. I cared too much.. I realisied it was all a dare, she was lying to me LIYING TO ME. WHY ME WHY NOT SOMEONE ELSE? WHY MUST IT BE ME!? AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE THAT DESERVES IT!?

I FUCKING MISS HER SO MUCH, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHY SHE FUCKING BAILED ME OUT OF HER LIFE "I'm breaking up with you." FUCK GODDAMNIT I HATE IT I FUCKING HATE LIFE I SOMETIMES WANT TO END IT ALL I FUCKING LOVED HER AND SHE FUCKING SPAT ON ME LIKE I WAS A ROAD IN NYC. GOSH I MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER. FUCKING I MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH SHE WAS SO NICE, SOMEONE I ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT OTHER THAN THAT ONE RETARDED FUCKWAD. GOSH I MISS HER I MISS HOLDING HANDS AND HUGGING HER ALL THE TIME BUT THATS BUT EVEN MY FUCKING PURPOSE TO LIVE. NOOOOOO I'M HERE STUCK ON THE INTERNET ALL THE TIME TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF AND TO BLOCK REALITY OUT OF MY LIFE.