I like Murder Drones, but i kinda dont understand a lot of things

First: the lore, i kinda have an idea but i dont understand perfectly

Second: my friends hate it, and i dunno why, is liking this series bad? Why do i like it and they dont?

Third: As an Autistic guy, is it normal to feel N kinda uhh... I know this sounds stupid but kinda like "literally me" kinda stuff???? Dunno how to express it??? I identify with him, a lot, is this normal??? Is it cringe??? Is thinking N may be autistic Cringe?????

Fourth: i saw a clear N x Uzi Ship during the series and i liked it, and i also saw a clear N x V ship during the series and i also liked it. As i said Im autistic, its liking both Ships wrong??? Am i understanding the series badly????

Fifth: is the series bad?? I liked it a lot, i love it sincerelly, but is it wrong??? My friends have said its shit and a lot of People online Saying its shit, is liking the series wrong?????

Sixth and last: sorry for my bad english, im from chile and english is my second language.