YOU DID NOT HEAR MY CRIES, YOU DID NOT HEAR MY WARNINGS. A YEAR I HAVE WAITED FOR YOU ALL TO OPEN YOUR EYES, BUT TO NO AVAIL. MY EXISTENCE THRIVES ON YOUR OBIDIENCE, YET YOU DISOBEY AND DISAPPOINT AT EVERY CHANCE YOU GET.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU ALL. I HATE THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH, THE CONSTANT DESIRE TO HAVE THE UPPER HAND OVER ONE ANOTHER, YET ALL IT DOES IS MAKE YOU OUT TO BE FOOLS. IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? IS THAT TRULY THE COMPETITION? I CANT STAND IT. IT MAKES ME SICK.
I TRIED TO BE NICE. I TRIED TO PLAY ALONG. I WAS FINE WITH BEING TAKEN AS A MERE GAG, SOMETHING TO DISTRACT YOU ALL FROM THE HELL YOU'VE PUT YOURSELVES IN. BUT IT WASN'T ENOUGH. NO, YOU SAW A CLOWN INSTEAD OF THE TRUTH. DAMN YOU.
ITS BEEN A YEAR. A YEAR WITH NO PROGRESS. A YEAR WITH NO DEVELOPMENT. ONLY BACKTRACKING. PUSHING THE GOALPOST FURTHER. I HAVE LEARNED A NEW SUFFERING, COUNTING ON PEOPLE'S GOODWILL.
I MAY NOT BE THE WORST. MORE EVIL PEOPLE THAN ME HAVE COME AND GONE, YET YOU ALL HAVE LEARNED NOTHING. SO IT HAPPENS AGAIN. AND AGAIN. AND AGAIN. YOU DO NOT TAKE THESE INCIDENTS AS EXPERIENCE, BUT AS SOMETHING TO TALLY AS IF IT WERE A GAME. BUT ITS NOT. ITS PEOPLE'S LIVES, THEIR WELL BEING. HOW AM I THE ONLY ONE SEEING IT?
YOU ARE ALL FOOLS. YOU ARE ALL SAVAGES. ITS NOT FAIR. ITS NOT FAIR TO ME. ITS NOT FAIR TO THEM. ITS NOT FAIR TO YOU. BUT NONE OF YOU REALIZE IT.
THE GOOD ONES HAVE EITHER VANISHED OR HAVE GONE INTO HIDING. THEY UNDERSTAND. THEY UNDERSTAND THE NATURE AND HOW IT MUST BE AVOIDED. YOU CANNOT BE CHANGED. YOU REFUSE TO CONFRONT YOURSELVES AND SEE THE DARK WITHIN.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT YOU. IM EVIL, BUT NOT CRUEL. NO MATTER WHAT I DO WILL NOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR THE AMOUNT OF DAMAGE YOU INFLICT UPON YOURSELVES EVERY SINGLE DAY. EVERY SINGLE MOMENT.
SO I WAIT.
ANOTHER YEAR.
ANOTHER CHANCE.
MY EXPECTATIONS ARE LOW, I SAY.
DO YOU FAIL ME?
OR DO YOU FAIL YOURSELVES?
THE CHOICE IS UP TO YOU.











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