a bit recently, I've been noticing that I haven't been posting as much as I usually have been. "probably cuz of school", you might say, and yeah that is a factor, but I haven't been posting much or doing much here even when I'm able to either

I'm aware I have way more followers now and that expectations for content have gone up as a result, but tbh I dunno if I'm truly ready for this kinda fame. sometimes I feel like I need to devote all of my time here, which ends up hurting every other part of my life

and when I focus on the other stuff outside of this place, I always feel like I'm doing too little for you all. like there's a certain quota I need to keep up to stay afloat

I've got a lot on my plate, and it's tough

might take that break I mentioned a while ago. dunno how long it'll be. might be a few days, maybe it'll be a month, who knows, really. I know I keep saying I might, but I swear this time I actually might do it

I'll let y'all know how I feel tmr I guess, but good night anyways. might still be here, might not

see ya,

-Brav