Well… I try not to vent. But I’d like to say some things. I’ve experienced a lot of loss in my life. When I was 2 months old… my grandmother from mom’s side of the family lost her battle to cancer. Grandad from mom’s side of the family was a drug addict and dealer. Biological father left me at the age of 2. There’s more, but I choose not to. But I look at the bright things in the life given to us by the simulation (yes, I believe that life is a simulation.). ADHD helps me stay positive.