Hey everyone. I don't usually post stuff like this here, but honestly, it felt a lot less heavy than pinging everyone on Discord, so I decided to just put this out there.

To be blunt, my life has been a mess lately. I dropped out of school due to depression and I’ve been doing absolutely nothing for months. I’m basically a jobless NEET living a pathetic life. I know it, trust me, but I just don’t know how to live my life anymore.

I’m a piece of shit and I’m well aware of it. I don’t feel like I can hold down a job, and I haven’t even been able to take a single step toward it. I might get kicked out of the house soon, and if that happens, it’s game over. I’ve got no money, and like I said, I don’t even know if I can handle a part-time job, let alone a career. I’ve lost all motivation to make games, too.

Sorry for being such a loser. You can say whatever you want about me—I’m not looking for comfort or sympathy—I just needed to say it. The truth is, I don’t know what’s going to happen. I might just vanish from the internet one of these days. Anyway, that's where I'm at.

ps:
of course, there are things I’m leaving out, and I really want to avoid any pointless arguments or back-and-forth.
I just wanted to lay everything out as it is, so please, just keep things chill. I’m not even going to bother mentioning the other health issues I’m dealing with besides depression; it feels like standard stuff around here anyway.

stay silly