Because all of my friends are trying to help me to recover after what happen to my mommy. I can keep getting more depressed and sad about what happen to my mommy. And I got lot of prayers by my friends and other people. So to hear this, thank you all for praying me and my mom and my other family to cheer up. I am now officially happy again. To anyone is if you seeing this guys, I'm very sorry that I had to go through this and being a little bit immature like this after what happen to my mommy. I wanted to be sad and cried about my mommy's dying. And of course. I didn't even do anything bad to everyone and more people. Remember, like @Vancethepostaladdict said. Growing up can be scary sometimes, but It's part of our life. You probably see your family slowly die before you are the only one left, but god will take care of them. Like the bible said. To my mom, if you see this in heaven, I have to said thank you mommy for everything that you did to me and my family, I will try my best to recover, growing up, learn more, etc. And I will try my best to dealing my depressed and anger issues. And more stuff that I had do to in real life. You are the best mom that I had ever had you in my life. ❤️❤️❤️ I love you mommy! -Liza