If people want to know why i've became like this, losing some of my friends on discord, i have a dissociative identity disorder that makes my brain control over my mood and behavior, which is not very nice. If you didn't know, DID is a disorder that makes you have a double personality or a triple personality. But before you start questioning me of how i'm still alive, well, let me tell you something. You see, i've been a nice person after all, but you seem to not believe in me. I'm such a stupid member, but why did i do this? It's because i feel like i wanted to stop them from happening, but it's no use. If you would kindly forgive me for what i've done, then thank me, but if you don't then... i'm pretty much dead, i felt awful and guilty for doing this. Next thing you know is that: i can't go inside their teams now, that is because i'm not the kind of person that wants to help out with your games, but now you've expected to see this, and realized that i'm very mean, and for this... well i'm literally banned from almost everywhere. For the double personality i have: my body may be calm and nice, but my brain isn't. Very unsurprisingly, my mind is literally going on a rampage, controlling my mood and behavior into what i definitely succumb being like this, and also tells me if i should keep this up or not, but i'm not gonna let that happen. It sounds the same thing that happened to my current residing friend: Vintage who has been keeping me alive for months now. They stupidly thought he was the one who started the drama over it, but i'm glad he found new friends after this. With that said, i probably feel like i should go to hell for doing this, but after all i've been a very confident person, except for my brain. Eh, just fuck my brain for causing all of this mess it made. If anyone finds this message, tell the members of the community i love them. Also if you think it's too long to read, then just shorten it and you'll understand. For now on, i must say a goodbye and good luck to all of you out there. Goodbye.