A bit of a rant here not about the doodle shit my meds

Yknow it’s nice taking Abilify but one of the unfortunate side affects is anxiety❕❕❕❕ and headaches

I had to be picked up early yesterday because I felt like crying during school and now I wanna skip tmmr because I’m just anxious and dreading school

I don’t even do that bad in school like

I’m fine in front of other people

I don’t have bad anxiety

But my meds is making me become tense and anxious for no reason

Some lady took a picture of me while walking home and now I’m very very anxious and am already planning on moving away just because some random lady I’ve never seen before stopped her car to take a picture of me and Im becoming more afraid of my peers

While I feel like these meds are doing well for me in a lot of my delusions it’s making my anxiety and suspiciousness of others worse

I’ve always struggled with fully trusting others and this is making it so much worse

Also because this is a mood stabilizer it’s become easier to cry

I haven’t cried in a really, really long time but recently I’ve been teary a bit more,, which is nice but just a bit unfamiliar

Idk man I’m just

Anxious

Also my PoTs got worse????

I can’t wait to graduate school,,