7 days ago

Heres another one for the road while im at it, i have a really shitty habit of ranting about my friends behind their backs if something small ticks me off about them and i know how bad it is and i know they dont deserve me.

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Only a few of my friends havnt been talked bad about to another friend. Im aware of how shitty of a friend i am. If youre a gamejolt friend and ur wondering if ive talked shit about you, dont worry. I most likely havent. Its mostly friends off gamejolt.

Im not gonna try to be that douche that goes "i cant control it!!" when the truth is, yeah. I can control it. and im totally at fault for it and im a shit friend. Its just the rush in the moment where i dont think straight makes me feel the need to complain about every little thing because im so selfish.

again, not defending myself because im aware of how shit of a friend i am

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